It's been more than a year since I had my haircut. Over the years I've developed a strong distaste for haircuts, probably because just about everyone that I've had sucked. Badly.

It's like procrastination. The more I waited on getting my haircut, the less I wanted to get it done. After a while it became apparent that I was just testing the limit on how much I could stand putting my own hair in my mouth. Well, if you've never tried, don't.

But no more!

And yes, this one sucked too.

There's this mythical thing called Freshman 15. After my first year at Berkeley, I actually lost some weight instead of gaining 15 pounds. And I thought either the myth is just a myth or I am special, or both.

A year after graduating from Berkeley, I finally realized the full effect of "Freshman 15". Unsurprisingly all the newly gained weight gathered at this one region called the belly.

Just last Sunday I was looking for some junk clothing to put on to go play paintball, and I thought I would try one of those jeans that I haven't been wearing for a long time. It was a little depressing, the first one I tried didn't even fit.

幾天前去了公司的聖誕晚餐，回來後原本想寫點甚麽，無耐酒喝多了，頭疼，只好作罷。昨晚躺在床上，卻突然發覺李宗盛原來一早已經把我想寫的唱了出來。

總是平白無故的 難過起來

然而大夥都在 笑話正是精彩

怎麽好意思 一個人走開

很多時候別人在談天說地，自己卻怎麽也插不上口，也許是對美國主流文化的認識不深。不知道為甚麽每個字都聽得懂，但連在一起時便不知道他們在談甚麽，大概是一直對電腦太專注吧。走開嗎，便是自己一個人，不走開，也跟一個人沒甚麽分別。

不是沒有想過 隨便談個戀愛

一天又過一天 三十歲就快來

往後的日子 怎麽對自己交待

三十歲需然還沒來，但二十歲已經不會再來。見到那些成雙成對的時候，不能說我不會想將來，總是會覺得以前日子錯過的，好像已經太多。

寂寞難耐 寂寞難耐

愛情是最辛苦的等待

愛情是最遙遠的未來

時光不再啊 時光不再

只有自己為自己喝采

只有自己為自己悲哀

長大了，對愛情的渴求沒以前那麽強烈，或者該說的是更有自知之明。一個人感覺獨單的時候，只好跟自己說，反正已經慣了。見到不少其他人獨自在舞池上跳舞，也許習慣了寂寞之後，一個人的等待就沒那麽辛苦。

雖然曾經有過 很多感情的債

對於未來的愛 還是非常期待

這一次我的心情不高不低不好不壞

曾經不只一次被人有意無意的拒絶過，已經不記得當時自己到底是有多認真，只知道過後總會覺得有點傻。傻過了，不代表以後不會再傻。人們說傻人不會承認自己的傻，我卻知道此時的我還沒有傻的條件。期待傻嗎？嗯，有一點吧。

廣東話版 和 文言文版。再一次證明，只要把資訊交到人們的手裏…就咩都有可能。

Leaving on the 5th, coming back on the 7th.